
One evening, on a trail above the Chickakoo lakes,
we heard Amazing Grace played on bagpipes,
coming across the wide valley and over the waters.
It was like the scent from water lilies filtering up
through high-bush cranberries, or like the shape of a soul,
if you could see a soul, or like when a door opens
to the light of day, and for a moment you are blinded,
and all you can do is swim in the shine of it.
And as the last note drifted up and away,
I was aware that I was leaning against a poplar tree,
my legs shaky, under the weight of all that love.
And now I am old, like a child tottering through very tall grass.
Its green is beginning to drain and I smell the colours of rust.
The ripening heads are over my head. They sway and shatter.
The grass stings my face in the wind. I receive a light flaying
—a final anointing.
I am alone but unafraid. And unafraid, I’m never alone.
I hunger. I’m a disciple. I eat grain. The grain of life.
I thirst. It rains. I rest.
You can walk or leap. It matters not.
You can sing or scream. It’s all the same.
Your inside is outside and your out is within.
You are poured out everywhere.
Your everywhere is a prayer, your prayer is love.