Kindness: a deed


The coffee shop at the end of the block.
An eastern sun through a steam smeared window.
A white-haired woman alone at a small wooden table.
An unsteady newspaper held up to straining eyes.
Footsteps across a hardwood floor.
A blue-sweatered man with an open hand.
     Here, try these, they magnify the print, solve the riddles of letters.
Mirrored in the shop window: a faint blush, inquiring smile.
     No, please keep them, I know where to find another pair.
Footsteps across a hardwood floor.
A tear on a cheekbone caught with a palm.
In some distant galaxy incense burns.
A planet stops weeping.
Someone comes back to life.


When Billy practiced on bullfrogs

Three weeks ago Billy Graham passed away. For millions, he was a pillar of faith, and a paragon of authentic Christianity. (The eulogies of adulation have been everywhere.) My own assessment of his legacy, for what it’s worth, is somewhat different. I’m not here to speak ill. It is possible to have a particular regard for someone but question some of the crop.


Prior to Billy Graham’s ascension to mega-star Evangelist, he sold Fuller brushes door to door. After his own conversion at a tent meeting revival, he attended Florida Bible Institute, and while there, so the story goes, rehearsed his sermons by a swamp before a congregation of bullfrogs.


When Billy practiced on bullfrogs
he preached with great
gesticulation of limbs and frame,
Are you frustrated, bewildered?
And the frogs said,
Well, we’re frogs Pastor,
some frustrations come with the calling.
And considering the huge concept of you
standing here at our swamp,
clutching a Fuller brush microphone
and windmilling your Holy Bible,
how can we avoid bewilderment?

Are you dejected? cries Billy,
breaking under the strains of life?
No, this we’re not Reverend.
It may appear so,
by the melodramatic droop
of our mouths,
our flat heads,
our bleary and bulging eyes.
But we are simply taciturn,
viewing our fluid lives
through our nictitating membranes,
accepting of our viscous place
here in the verdant tarn.

Listen for a moment to me!  pleads Billy,
arms out, palms up, fingers spread,
Say yes to the savior tonight,
and in a moment you will know
such comfort as you have never known.

Please take no offence Pastor,
your alter call is flawless,
emotionally evocative,
and psychologically persuasive,
but here, as we sit blinking in bright sludge
like God’s own Buddha’s,
like tiny Italian tenors,
we are comfortable and at peace.
We have found our purpose,
our eco-balancing-act of pond preservation.

Still, we applaud your desire
to see hearts changed, filled, freed.
But if you want bells to clap,
or signs, like marsh gas, to flash
and make us tremble within, then,
help save our bog!
For beyond the hills we’ve heard
the sound of bulldozers,
we’ve seen the stacks go up,
we’ve taken in, through our skin,
our first taste of toxin.

What we’re saying Billy, is that
if preaching personal salvation
precludes a sacramental view of creation;
overrides the duty of social stewardship,
skips the connection of cultural reform; 
if concern over the private sins of people
blinds you to the national sins of militarization,
neocolonialism, corporatization
and normalization of greed,
tolerates prayerful endorsements of war,
and leaves you a pleaser of Presidents,
then, respectfully, Reverent,
we advise you to keep selling brushes.

Yes, we are mere frogs, Billy,
but allow us our quid pro quo: we see
your innocence, your empathy, your steady faith,
your youthful zeal for transcendent truth,
your Great Commission conviction,
all ripe for picking,
here at the cusp of your calling;
but too, we know sweet water from slick
fresh air from methane mist.
So, if you’ve an ear to hear,
say yes to the whole teaching:
learn the way of imperfection,
the slow undoing of striving,
of stature and status in temples of power,
and in time you’ll know the emancipation
in deifying the idols of an ersatz Christian nation,
and escape the coronation of: America’s Pastor—
to preach the way of radical equality
and justice for all oppressed,
although, if this
you do,
you’ll risk
being shot.


A note: I recognize that for most, Billy Graham’s legacy is unambiguous: the good he did in helping change individual lives far outweighs any failings. As well, his moral integrity was seen to be above reproach in that he avoided the sex and money scandals of other well known Evangelists. Still, there’s another side. While he maintained an apolitical message in public, in private he was entirely comfortable providing foreign and domestic policy advice through his friendships with a line of Presidents. For Graham, and here he cited Romans 13, political decent was disloyalty to the ruling government and a sin against God. Which put him in direct contrast to people like Edward Murrow, Philip and Daniel Berrigan and Martin Luther King.

He was a supporter of McCarthyism, and a supporter of every American armed conflict, most notably the Vietnam war. And while he made important overtures regarding anti-segregation, when push came to shove, he opposed Martin Luther King’s civil disobedience and approved of the police tactics that dealt with it. His dedication to ministry and apparent integrity, although laudable, still doesn’t excuse, in my view, his willing involvement in political intrigue.

But I ask myself, does any of this matter? Sadly, I think yes. I recognize there were other forces at work, but arguably (naively?), he helped give today’s (American) Evangelicalism its dualistic, nationalistic, tribalistic shape. Subsequently, 80 percent of white adherents of this religious brand recently voted in, what is for most conscientious people, the antithesis of a President. Among these adherents and ardent supporters is Graham’s eldest son, the inheriter and new leader of the BGEA.


Do what you love Terra Hawk

A few weeks ago I had the privilege to read at an event called, Love, Poetry and Chocolate, hosted by Victoria’s  Poet Laureate, Yvonne Blomer. As part of the occasion, a name was drawn after each reader and the person picked would have a poem written for them by that poet.

And this is how I met Terra Hawk (such a marvelous name). After sitting down with Terra and getting to know some of her hopes, likes and challenges, I wrote the following poem.

Thank you Terra for permission to post this.


Do what you love Terra Hawk

Do you see how the sand kneels at the frothy edge,
offers itself to the sea’s shifting forms,
to rock shoulders, to night storms,

to the layered blues of marine mists, to wisps
of steam from some wrought-iron wreckage,
even, to the plaintive whistle of a western grebe?

Do you recall the stone you pocketed,
peppered with black mica,
wasn’t its shamanic pattern a revelation?

Remember the sudden surfacing
of a glistening seal head,
didn’t you almost shiver at the assurance of yourself?

Recollect how the orange beak of an oystercatcher,
like a petal of a flying poppy,
left a streak of insight?

Now linger, lie, lift your eyes to find your letter of love,
written in the Kanji of kelp,
written in the helical skywriting of a hawk,

written in the cadmium flash from a lighthouse,
its line of rippling light racing on the water
toward you.

And when recursive tides of pain
and the undertow of dread,
threaten to pull you under, 

when the world’s soulless politics
with its corporate technocrats
suggest you don’t exist,

then rise, glide, sing, soar to the sound of gull and sea,
hear the susurration of ocean rain
resurrect your name,

float in this salty hammock
within the amplitude of waves
and listen, with the ear of your heart,

the day is calling:
do what you love Terra Hawk.


So they shall make their own tongue to fall upon themselves

Newspeak 2018

Blame Descartes or Derrida,
blame the right, blame the left,
blame religion, blame secularism
it’s all the same to me.

Argue with me,
or not.
It makes no difference.
(Although I prefer argument.)
I will mirror your resistance,
multiply my insistence
and ratchet up my volume.

Argue with me,
or not.
Your words are lost to my tour de force of factual derangement.
Call them lies.
I will deny it,
in ALL-CAP SUPERLATIVES.

I am fluent in Newspeak
and continue the great work of translating
the Declaration of Independence
using less than 140 characters.
While you in your arcane civic literacy accommodate the demise of democracy.

Justice, respect, honour:
I use these words as well;
and within my righteous little tribe,
they mean just what they say.
It’s your squandered liberalism that deceives you into thinking they can be applied equally across all these divides.

Critical thought.
Informed debate.
Engaged citizenship.
Quaint.

Welcome to celebrity, money, pageantry, political theatre.
Welcome to a careening autocracy beneath the appearance of populism.
Welcome to a populace, preened, 
lulled to acquiescence
by my towering tongue.

Welcome, while it lasts,
to the age of saviours.


The title of this post is from a line in Psalm 64. I thought it an apt foreshadowing of the eventual collapse of our current form of (Orwellian) Newspeak. That is, that distillate of “fake news,” nascent fascism, and its distain for literacy; all in service of hyper-nationalism and “casino capitalism.” Of course we have been subject to this for some time now, but at no time has it been more obvious, or pugnacious, as in the past couple years. How the collapse will manifest, what direction it will take no one knows. But its fall (take it from that ancient Hebrew poet), as all forms of despotic deception and authoritarianism before it, is assured.