God Plays

Sometimes we say things without thinking–perhaps even in jest–that turn out to be truer than anything we could have consciously come up with.

Some time ago Judy followed the slight tug of a half-formed impulse, stoped her car in front of the house of a casual friend of hers, walked to the stoop and rang the doorbell. Her friend had been ill and upset and was feeling desperate for some encouragement. Things with her family weren’t well. After she poured out her story, she asked plaintively, "Where is God in all this?" Before catching herself, Judy said, "Here I am!"

An untitled sonnet by Gerard Manley Hopkins ends with these lines:

Christ plays in ten thousand places,
Lovely in limbs, and lovely in eyes not his
To the Father through the features of men’s faces.

How mysterious, how wonderful that Christ plays in ten thousand places, that Christ plays in us.Children Face Painting

Benedictine spirituality also teaches us to contemplate Christ’s presence in all of us, and especially the hungry, the lonely, the imprisoned.

Perhaps more difficult, is to contemplate the presence of Christ in your relatives, co-workers, neighbours. Or maybe most difficult, in you.

The reality, wether sensed or not, is that even now, in some place, in a thousand places, God is present, happening, entering a conversation, joining an event, moved by a touch, delighted by a greeting, at play in people eating and drinking together.

As some poets say, In God we live, and move, and have our being.

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Invasion and Discovery

The angel said to her, "Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favour with God. And now, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you will name him Jesus. (…that is, Wonderful Councellor, Mighty God, Prince of Peace)

What Christians believe is fantastic. They believe that something comes from nothing…and not nothing comes from nothing. They believe that this something from nothing points always to something that can never be identified as an object. They have this in common with other monotheists, but they go further.

They believe in an invasion. An invasion that makes any Star Trek or Star Wars episode perfectly tenable and ordinary.

They believe the invasion came by way of a virgin birth. They believe that this happening was not self-fertilization or parthogenesis as found in some plants and lower animals. Instead they believe that this was a conception from "elsewhere."

They believe that the immensity of the power from "elsewhere" was displayed in the weakest way as "virgin and child." Because of this invasion of powerlessness they believe that in the "IAM no-thing" there is no fear, only peace, no wrath, only mercy, and no violence, only love and freedom.Reflection

And so they believe that this "no-thing" from "elsewhere" completely relativizes and makes irrelevant our gods of "speed and steel, success and safety."

They believe that because of this our murderous ways of grouping are dethroned. And that there is no longer a sustainable "us" and "them."

Well, that is what they should believe.

As it is the signs still show that we are all, too often, functional atheists; because all of the above is still too much an idea and too little a discovery.

May Christmas find our theories slightly more undone. May we be open to discovering and undergoing the immensity of love behind this powerless invasion.

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Starbuck’s Log: Christmas Patience

One close-to-Christmas day at Starbucks:

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The lady at the counter was trying to decide how many gift cards to get, presumably for her colleagues or friends or both. Well, she hemmed awhile but it really didn’t take her that long to decide; but I still felt a swell of indignity rise within me.

And the swelling continued as I mulled over my perfectly good reasons for stewing. My God, who would pick the morning coffee-rush to do Christmas shopping? Why didn’t she know what she wanted before she came? Why was she paying with a credit card? She knows it takes longer that way. And why didn’t she at least have the card ready instead of forever fishing around in her purse. And that last minute addition of an extra gift card that caused the clerk to re-tally her total, well, that was really pushing it.

Why was she so inconsiderate to me?

And so, as I waited, I decided to practice meditating. See how pious and self-deprecating I am? See how I’m taking on this great slighting, almost martyr-like, turning it into a spiritual testing, and rising mightily to the occasion. passed_out_corgi

See how I’m overcoming her obvious lack of respect for me, as I stand, straighter now, five persons back. See how my Christ-like forbearance is shining through my serene smile? Isn’t this good for me and the new morphic pattern I’m creating in the world? Isn’t the world just a bit better because of my tranquility in the face of such adversity?

Please spike my coffee with lorazepam. Danke schön.

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