Grow Mercy’s Evolving List of Gentle Propositions

Bladderwrack, Maple Bay, BC

Time is a line that winds and bends and swirls — vain to try and clutch it.

The heart is a spotted pear — there’s no getting through without some bruising.

The mind is a sea star — able to regenerate its brilliant purple rays, capable of omnidirectional moves, and too often clinging to the same surface.

The soul, at peace, is paradise.

The individual is a phantom — in wonder and blunder, we receive our selves through the eyes of others.

Love is an embattled, radiant thing, with arms that reach for us through the grief-fractured layers of our lives.

Flashes of insight, lit by love, beauty, forgiveness, can rocket your life, then flop down like expired fish. Faith is about remembering those flights.

Grass pierces pavement at its own peril — still, on it grows.

Laughter, at the right moment, restores sanity.

Pack light. Most everything you need you’ll find along the way.

Should you want to find God, which is to say, should you desire meaning, learn to love the earth and her array of inhabitants.

Theology eulogizes the universe; poetry hugs a birch tree.

Theology says I come from the heavens; poetry says I come from Springside, Saskatchewan.

Our favoured certainties should routinely be set on fire to see what rises from the ashes.

Our privilege is also our blindness.

A tincture of cynicism is emancipating, but a full meal is constipating.

Doubt is an apple-a-day, but the spell of skepticism is a hospital cot.

From the crushed grapes of volitional relinquishment, comes the fine wine of spiritual well-being.

Keep pressing your face against your particular gift — a new door will open.

Art enlarges our bearing and being, which is why despots of commerce defund it.

Science and religion are humble in theory, but never when monetized.

An intellectual conviction can be overturned by spiritual experience, but one does not go slagging science.

It may be too late to have an honest conversation with a glacier, but we have to try.

Things reset themselves if they are unplugged for a while, this includes humans.

Wisdom is knowing when to let poison pass through, and when to vomit outright.

To counsel hope at the wrong time, can be malpractice.

Death is hard, hard, hard, and every explanation unfitting.

Adoration is the twin sister of sorrow.

Don’t beat yourself up, worry can be a form of prayer.

The Big Bang is God’s dancing body. The shimmering fallout is yours.

We are bottles in smoke, owls of the wilderness, sparrows of the desert, tracings of the Holy Mystery — on our way home.

Despite the crazed addictions and the pomp of our vanities, our true longing is to be each other’s joy.

Lovers, who are ascending the Everest of life-long commitment, make everything around them stronger.

If we have eyes for it, if we have courage for it, the kingdom of heaven is among us, in unfolding inclusiveness.

There’s always more to be said about peace, love, and harmony, but now, let us lace up our shoes.

Book of Life

 

You step out into the mauve-dark morning and God is there,
in a thick quilt of snow.
It’s hard to name the calm: a few lights in porches,
some chimney smoke, but not a single tire turning.
A calm you’d find in some lunar library.

You know that somewhere, someone is slipping off the highway,
someone is sliding into a needle, someone is anxious
about Christmas, someone’s morning is morphine,
against the pain, someone is bitching, being almost famous,
someone is curled up in loneliness, someone is replaying
their tragicomic romance, someone is sinking into
madness, someone is bone-weary, without a strategy.

You stand with your feet in snow and watch the whiteness
fall past the lamp post, like pollen, like nectar.
You can smell the frankincense of snow, the myrrh
of burning cedar, and in the absence of an eastern star
you lift your eyes to the haloed street light, and sing!
You sing as though rage, money, religion,
had never made a hole in music.

And with the Holy Mystery so close,
you direct your song:
Inscribe us in your Book of Light,
crown us with loving-kindness, crown us
with the moon’s own merciful-tenderness,
and heal us under the cover of darkness,
keep it dark,
keep it calm,
prevent high noon and heal us,
stay the sun’s verdict and heal us.

Heal us here, where we are —
in the ditch wrenching open the car door,
walking into the breakers with pockets full of beach stones,
dying at a desk, jaw set for the wrong success,
lying under grief’s long astonishing sigh —
O Light of Lights, write our names in the Book of Life,
just the way, inscribed on our hearts,
are the names of those we love, O Child of Peace,
and those we’ve yet learned to love.


Wishing you a blessed and beautiful Christmas!

To Think in Ways You’ve Never Thought Before

for Robert Bly

My friend, said, “Try to think in ways
you’ve never thought before.”
I said, “I am, who I am.”
“I thought I was who I was,” he said, “then I
found mould in my porch and felt on edge —
that’s opportunity.”
“No,” I said, “life for me is settled,
when someone approaches my house,
I know it’s Amazon.”
“Try this instead,” he said,
“when someone calls,
think of it as Hermes, or maybe Gabriel,
carrying a message from Easter Island,
telling you you’re forgiven.
Or when the mechanic at Canadian Tire
emerges to tell you
she’s fixed your wheel bearing, think of her
as rising out of a lake, her hair
as antlers full of golden bulrushes
and her smile as coming
from a million miles away, arriving
like a kiss,
the speed of love,
which is slightly faster than light.”
“I think I understand,” I said, “Every time
I start a poem,
it’s never what I thought I’d be.”
“Exactly,” he said, “when you’re hiking up
Maple Mountain and the trail ends at that cell tower,
think of it as a pilgrimage to an Ashram,
where Fr. Bede helps you find your
hidden stone of shame,
which is thrown over the cliff,
plunging into the valley of forgetfulness,
and your family arrives with
baskets of blueberries.”
“It’s true,” I said, “just
when I presume a closing line,
everything before it changes —
which changes the end.”
“You see?” he said, “Your poem
is just beginning to be
who it is.”

Kneeling in Snow

(After Gerald Stern’s Waving Goodbye)

I wanted to know what it was like before I was
conscious and before I had a mind to steer me
toward ecstasy and smash me with mistakes and
before I had memories to guide me and mislead me
and anger and tears to help me over my feelings,
so I drove to the city graveyard and walked
through the snow up and down the rows and let
my fingers trace inscriptions on the stones
until I reached the old part and there was one
that looked like my mom’s and I knelt and pressed
my forehead against it as a foal or a calf would
into its mother’s side and the cold seeped past my cap
and through my jeans into my knees and I stood and walked
back and closed the gate behind me and looked
down the tree-lined lane over the river at the horizon
and saw my mother’s smiling face just visible
above the garden corn at the edge of the cottonwoods.